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Music I listen to

Opeth, Nine Inch Nails, Rob Zombie, Otep, Marilyn Manson, Moonspell, Cradle of Filth, Rammstein, Dawn of Ashes, The White Stripes, Black Light Burns, Korn, My Ruin, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Queensryche, Nightwish, Bjork, Depeche Mode, Vas, Loreena McKennitt, Sarah McLachlan, The Cranberries, The Cure, image... basically anything and everything except rap and country. Well, Johnny Cash, I made an exception for Johnny Cash.

Movies I like

*The Crucible
*Wuthering Heights- (Juliette Binoche & Ralph Fiennes)
*Nosferatu- (1979, Werner Herzog version)
*Ravenous- (Absolutely disturbing, highly recommended)
*The Village
*Midnight In The Garden of Good and Evil
*Heathers
*28 Days Later
*28 Weeks Later
*Night of the Living Dead- (Original)
*Dementia 13
*Wrong Turn
*Dog Soldiers
*The Exorcist
*The Exorcist 3 (Brad Douriff's lines are genius!)
*The Cell
*Sliding Doors
*Ghost World
*Equilibrium
*16 Blocks
*Apt Pupil
*Austin Powers
*Merlin
*May
*The Dark Knight- (I hate comic movies but this was just damn impressive)
*Napoleon Dynamite...

Oh poo, let's just do it this way: I like a blue ton of Hammer Horror (whatever "blue ton" means. I'm assuming it's a lot) Zombie movies, ghost movies, horror movies, a little bit of comedy when I'm in the mood for it. I hate drama unless it's something that hit's very close to to home for me.

People I look up to

I have a very sweet friend, her name is Martha. There is no way under the sun anyone could not love her. She is the most honest, purest person I have ever known. She goes way above and beyond what needs to be done and makes every effort in every situation to let everyone know they are loved and cherished by her. I can only hope to be in my life what she is in hers and I hope I can make others as happy as she makes me. Whenever you are near her, you pray for time to freeze only so you never have to see her go.

TV shows I watch

My absolute favorites are:
Spongebob! image along with several other Nicktoons and A Haunting.

Nearly everything on The Sci-fi channel, The Discovery channel, The History channel, A&E, TCM, and Court TV. I like CNN & FOX news and when I'm bored to tears, I'll lay down and watch The Weather channel and pray for a snow flake. JUST ONE DAMN SNOWFLAKE!

Books that moved me

+Up High In The Trees ~Kiara Brinkman
+The Bible ~Several people
+Wuthering Heights ~Charlotte Bronte
+Sings The Nightbird ~Robert McCammon
+Black Body ~H.C. Turk
+The Selfish Giant ~Oscar Wilde
+The Nature of Monsters ~Clare Clark
+A Great and Terrible Beauty ~Libba Bray
+The Meaning of Night ~Michael Cox
+The Glass of Time ~Michael Cox
+Vanity Fair ~William Makepeace Thackeray
+Anna Karenina ~Leo Tolstoy
+Wayfarer Redemption ~Sara Douglass
+Winter Rose ~Patricia McKillip
+The Book of Atrix Wolf ~Patricia McKillip
+The Hounds of The Morrigan ~Pat O'Shea
+The Wizard of The Grove ~Tanya Huff
+The Black Swan ~Mercedes Lackey
+The Bell Jar ~Sylivia Plath
+Remember Me ~Trezza Azzopardi
+Something Wicked This Way Comes ~Ray Bradbury
+The Secret Garden ~Frances Hodgson Burnett
+Jane Eyre ~Emily Bronte
+Villette ~Emily Bronte
+Turn of The Screw ~Henry James
+Deadlines ~Can't remember, but it was a good book

The list is endless, I'll have to come back as I remember them and add to the list.

Interesting facts about me

It's as simple as this, I believe in the Paranormal like I believe in Jesus Christ. Other's don't believe in either of those because they say they cannot see it. Well, I cannot see Canada when I look out of my window, but I still know it's there. You may ask me to prove it's real. I'll ask you to prove it isn't.

I spend all of my freetime writing. It's what I do. I'm a writer. You see, I'm moved deeply by things I read and hear. It becomes my inner being. It's who I am. It's what I choose to be and I'll not apologize for anything I say because I say what I feel and if I apologize for what I say then I inadvertently aplogize for the way I feel, and if I apologize for the way I feel then I am apologizing for who I am and I'll not do that. I'll not deny myself or lie about who I am for the acceptance of anyone.

I have aspirations of becoming a Parasitologist for a hobby. Those disgusting things fascinate me to no end. I long for a parasite farm so I can poke at them with sharp sticks and the like.

Shakespeare? I loathe him as if he were tiny shards of glass in my eyes and fiberglass under my skin. There is nothing as torturous as having to read his forever whining, constant babble of bullshit. Reading a single line of his is like trying to count each and every single, itsy, bitsy, minute grain of sand in the ocean. Fucking impossible.

About Me:
(1) My parents found it satisfactory to call me Kristie.

(2) I'm of a specific age and race and I even breathe air, drink water and blink.

(3) I count my steps by fours as I walk. I don't know why.

(4) I've been known to stare out the window for hours at a time wondering "Where the hell is everyone going?" and happy I'm not there when they arrive.

(5) Kristie moved to her current location in hopes of bettering her life and has now found herself surrounded by the freakiest of the freaks. Since her most recent move she has now decided "To hell with it all!" and is moving to Europe in the very near future. She was raised in a very small rural town somewhere that has now been deleted from all maps. Luckily, Kristie was not in the location of said rural town at the time of its deletion or else she would not be here as she too would have been deleted and therefore would not be able to shine her sunshine on us. Yet, she has barely recovered from living in such a place and seldom can speak coherently. At times, you can walk in and find her spinning in circles. Kristie's day to day life includes sniffing CD inserts and new books, anything pertaining to the paranormal, blinking her eyes and ridiculing lousy commercials. She hopes to one day fall into a lengthy coma without nightmares.

6, 7, 8, 19 & 10:
Obsession saves me from boredom, but only occasionally.

I don't care about most people because they will eventually lie to me. They will lie to me and deceive me about the things that really matter.

The constants that are there to stop me from sleeping on the train tracks are next to none.

I really hate that language is inadequate.

I need something to happen. Something to remind me that I am alive and that things won't stay the same everyday.

I hate more than I love.

Okay, 11 & 12:
Somewhere in the midst of insanity called life, I'll eat a bite of food and take a nap.

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Places to visit before you turn 100

Ireland, Germany, England, Romania, Russia, India, and Saudi Arabia. There are probably a few others as well, but it's late here, I'm tired and my thought processes are slow. It isn't a matter of just visiting those places, it's the dream of actually living there, but if not, I will settle for a nice, long visit, until they kick me out. Or, I could always plan my death there... that way I'm allowed to haunt. Now, how smart am I? I'll tell ya. Pretty damn smart.

I've had more time to think about this. If I could live anywhere, it would be Idaho. I really like potato's.

Groovy quotes

"Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; wandering stars, to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever." Jude 13

" Oh, Heaven, it is mysterious, it is awful to consider that we not only carry a future Ghost within us; but are, in very deed, Ghosts!" ~Thomas Carlyle

"The absence of love is the most abject pain." ~Nosferatu in... Nosferatu

"Who'll pinch me to wake me up?
Who will laugh at me when I fall?
Whose breath will I listen for...
...so that I may sleep?
Whose hand will I hold...
...so that I may walk?" ~The Village (August Nicholson when burying his little boy.)

"I know why you denied my sister.
When I was younger...
...you used to hold my arm
when I walked.
Then suddenly, you stopped.
One day, I even tripped
in your presence, and nearly fell.
I was faking, of course,
but still, you did not hold me.
Sometimes we don't do
things we want to do
so that others won't know
we want to do them." ~The Village (Ivy to Lucious on why he did not marry her sister.)

Ivy: "Why can you not say what is in your head?
Lucious: Why can you not stop saying
what is in yours?
Why must you lead, when I want to lead?
If I want to dance, I will ask you to dance.
If I want to speak,
I will open my mouth and speak.
Everyone is forever
plaguing me to speak further.
Why? What good is it to tell you
you are in my every thought
from the time I wake?
What good can come from my saying
I sometimes cannot think clearly,
or do my work properly.
What gain can rise from my telling you
the only time I feel fear as others do...
...is when I think of you in harm?
That is why I am on this porch, lvy Walker.
I fear for your safety before all others.
And, yes...
...I will dance with you
on our wedding night." ~The Village (Lucious Hunt's response to Ivy's question if he will dance with her.)

Villager about Ivy:
"How could you have sent her?
She's blind."

Ivy's father on why she must go to the town and risk their village being found:
"She's more capable
than most in this village...
...and she is led by love.
The world moves for love.
It kneels before it in awe." ~The Village (Lucious is dying and needs medicine from the town.)

"Only that in you which is me can hear what I'm saying." ~Baba Ram Dass

"Her strong enchantments failing,
Her towers of fear in wreck,
Her limbecks dried of poisons,
And the knife at her neck.

The Queen of air and darkness
Begins to shrill and cry,
"O young man, O my slayer,
Tomorrow you shall die.

O Queen of air and darkness,
I think 'tis true you say,
And I shall die tomorrow;
But you will die today." ~A.E. Housman

"True religion is real living; living with all one's soul, with all one's goodness and righteousness." ~Albert Einstein

"Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die." ~Amelia Burr

"Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death. ~Anais Nin

"I tell you everything that is really nothing, and nothing of what is everything, do not be fooled by what I am saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying." ~Charles C. Finn


"How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light." ~Barry Lopez

"There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness." ~Carl Jung

"That it will never come again is what makes life so sweet." ~Emily Dickenson

"The life I touch for good or ill will touch another life, and that in turn another, until who knows where the trembling stops or in what far place my touch will be felt." ~Frederick Beuchner

"
Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
and things are not what they seem.
Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art; to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul." ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

"The great art of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even in pain." ~Lord Byron


Shall I continue? Maybe later. I think this is enough for now.




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In this day and age, everyone is falling head over heels in love with vampires. Well, I should be a bit more honest, the world has for many, many years been fascinated with vampires. That's okay. It can be fun. My issue with vampirism is when Hollywood decides to take a classical story of the human emotion and turn it into smut. Thanks to Hollywood, vampires are so overated. This boring as hell culture of emo/goth teens and their "blood sucking" friends that all sit around thinking vamps are sexy and swapping stories back and forth with each other about how they are a vampire and come from a long lineage of vampires and how their boyfriend or girlfriend is one and they are going to get married in Transylvania and have babies in Elizabeth Bathory's castle ruins... on and on the same story flows like wine, or blood in this case. Let me start and end by saying vampires are ugly, hideous creatures. Vlad Dracula was the man that started this fascination with vampires and he was fugly as well.

Now I'm sure I'm stepping on some self proclaimed vampire's toes. It is not my intention to get anyone all riled up. The legend is good and fun. Movies such as Nosferatu (1979, Werner Herzog's version) is a prime example of how it (vampirism) is about the inner turmoil that is within everyone of us. Then again, it was a German made film and Hollywood didn't have anything to do with it. Vampirism has nothing to do with how Brad Pitt looks as Louis in "Interview With A Vampire", or how sexy Lestat supposedly was in "Queen of The Damned" lip synching Korn songs. Not to mention Aaliyah. A scrawny, anorexic, drug addicted looking black woman who is the mother to Lestat, a white man. And, they bathe together in a bath of roses with blantent inuendo's of incest? Yeah. Okay. Score one for Hollywood. As I said, Smut.

Sexy? If all the Twilight teen's think so. But if anyone like the one's in the images below were to come to me in the dark of some terrible night, I'm positive I would puke. I'll shut up my rant now and leave you with a few pictures of what is being called "sexy"... please, by all means, enjoy.


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Here we have Vlad Dracula. He looks a bit like Yanni and that is sad.

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Here is Nosferatu, in one of my all time favorite movies. The German made Nosferatu. I'm no doctor, but I would say he could use some SSS Tonic, some B-12 shot's and a wig.

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Stephen King's Barlow. Wow. Just. Wow.

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